Friday, December 26, 2008

Loneliness...

Those days seem so long...
The house is quiet...
I'm longing for your voice...
Please come back soon...

I always get mad and annoyed by your demands...
Shouting errands left and right, not one after the other, but at the same time...
And whenever they're not met...
You always get mad...

But now, you're not here with me...
You're in some other place relaxing...
And here I am left all alone...
I try to ignore the loneliness...
But it really feels empty inside...

Every morning I wake up in eerie silence...
I'm so focused with going to school...
And later realize that I am all alone...
It's not scary for me...
But I feel so lonely that I lose energy to go to school...

When I go back home from school...
The house is empty...
My brothers' leaving me alone...
With no one to talk to or play with...

I thought I'll be happier alone...
But now I realize that that's not the case...
I realize that having you around is much more comfortable and easier...
So from now on, I'm gonna treasure and take care of you...

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