Even though I decided to be normal again...
I just can't...
I wanna run as far as I can...
To a place where no one knows me...
I don't want to come back anymore...
Even if it'll take me a long time to think for the things that makes me feel unhappy...
At least by that way...
I know that I'll be better...
There are some points in our lives that we have to decide for our own...
Which is sometimes hard to do...
Coz it will make our eyes cry; our hearts broken; and our minds paranoid...
Up to now...
I'm at the point that I want to leave but there are some things that holds me back...